I think when something that meant so much ends. and the other opponents* in the situation act like none of, the experiences, the things you said to one another, and the time you spent together didnt matter, didn’t effect them, doesn’t bother them, they become a stranger after all of that. I think after going through things like that you loose a bit of yourself. You loose some of what you gave out and you’ll never do it again, be that vulnerable. Its sad to realize because its so true.